#2 Aspirations (20 sec reading:)

​There is one gateway to go through the path of your dream . And to end up at that gateway , is the search of what you really love in life . Most of them do get there , but its only few who dare to deal with the ways through which one can get into a paradoxical journey. Rest , either revert back or just stand at the gates feeling content , only to regret later , perhaps after years, to have not owned that little courage, that was needed to break through . And even among those who dare to enter just the gates of Paradise , shouldn’t come to the conclusion of attainment . What is just a beginning of a long ,enthralling,strenuous journey should never be confused with the end of it . Because it is from there , the journey of victory and failure begin.  It is from that point , the seeker finds his way through actions that redefine right and wrong in life . And right and wrong , is entirely on one’s personal choice of decision which is done completely depending upon one’s own instincts . What might seem perfect for you may entirely seem absurd to other .  Everything depends on what one is looking to endure and how long , can one keep his faith and hope , stirring around what his heart loves . And at the end , which never exists in the eyes of the journey , what becomes important is , how long was one able to keep that fire of love alive , along the path . 

#1 Aspirations(10sec reading:)

We are not the master of our actions because any action with an idea of preconceived accomplishmint in mind doesn’t really come out as a matter of fact in reality . It might be because a “single moment” , is affected by so many factors , that not only controls our surroundings but also our own thoughts . We make rules , and fall into trap of the same rules that we created . We can never teach the world because it was the world which gave us a chance to learn . So the more we start to control of something that also exhibit  the ability to control , you only end up being held , by your your own discernment. Actions finds it’s purpose only when it is done with free of all expectations . we must test our own fate by taking risks , but when pain springs up, we must not give them the power to takeover our brain . There was just a fault in the path , not in our destiny.

Time to trust upon time .

​It takes time . It really takes time to calm down every excitement of yours to settle down , for you were in an illusion for so long .But you have to move on and the journey must go on . Let time be the best healer of soul ,  because it is the patience , that is key to our success . You have endured more distresses in life , so you know , you can be more better than this . You are stronger than what you think of yourself . You have promised yourself , when you have promised someone else . So just be calm , as you always were . Take a deep breath and you will be fine. You still can go further  , because you have balanced it well till here.You know the feel of being fallen deeper and you were carefull this time . So it does takes time , but don’t take as longer as you have taken it last time . You cannot avoid the spiral staircase , but you can  alter your personnel power , and that’s the only gift . You cannot control but you can balance . You cannot escape but you can still manage to survive . And sooner you will be searching for something different , laughing at the same story , which now is pricking your soul . When others are speaking about their lives and you realize that even you have gone through something similar , you will have a smile that would come out of only wisdom and you will feel proud of yourself , because you were never atleast not one of those , who gave up with fear . Risk is something that is absolutely necessary , no matter how least time it works . It is only because people take risk , people reach where they actually deserve to be . life only gives you what you seek for . So , ask for happiness , though even that seems to be an illusion . Because the only truth which you consider to be the only one that exists  , also seems to be an illusion in the eyes of others . So don’t waste your time in fixing the truth at one point , because change is the only fixed truth of this universe . So it’s not the same tommorow . And common , even today is not as bad as you are thinking now . You are better than yesterday . And if the soul doesn’t agree with it , it is okay . We still have tommorow , and we still can hope . But then, lets wait !. All it takes is just time .

And I take this again

​May be its time for me to resume . About an year ago , I just gave up on blogging , and for the reason , which even I don’t know . But today I am giving into it again .

When I wrote my last blog , I was an engineering student . And today , I am doing my masters in media and communication . ‘ Yes ‘ , you heard it right , I chose to do my masters in arts field , being from a technical background . And i am sure ,the next question you would ask is why ? . And seriously , I really don’t know . But I am not the one who believe that , writers and poets are made in classes . I didn’t have any intension of becoming doctor when I took biology stream after my higher school studies . Neither did I had an intension of being a geek , when I chose computer engineering for my bachelor’s .But they both have thought me something to carry forward in life . And today when I choose to do my master’s in arts , I have no intension of learning how to write . I believe in originality , and i pray god that , I shall be who I am , in my words .  But I believe , I haven’t taken a wrong decision . There is something here , that I still gotta do . And for the many reasons , for which I am happy today , is because of those craziest decisions , I have made in my life . Three years before , I knew , I was not the one for technical institutes . And then I had planned to quit it then and there . But by then , I had completed my one year of engineering and I had lost one . So , to complete any bachelor degree , I had to go through three years again .So I thought of completing what I have allready taken . But I never allowed myself to be the victim of  getting accustomed to the pressure of life . I believe in something ,  and that is to find what we love . Age ,  past , and fate are just the reasons people give and they are never the barriers . Of course even if I would have chosen to work , with whatever knowledge I had gained till now , I would have still kept on searching for what I love . There are many routes to reach a destiny , but I believe in taking those routes  , which my heart tells me to take without giving any particular reason , irrespective of how hard or long it is  . 
And so , I take this up again.

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No matter whatever u run behind , if u want to achieve something , u will always have to first decide of something from which you have to run away from . So define your priorities first .

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Don’t be a puppet in the hands of puppets. They are all puppets around you , and that is the reason they want to bring you down . They want to you to lose , just because they have lost to themselves .